State Of Mind

Emotions are running wild,
Taking complete charge of me,
From head to toe,
Don’t really know what to do,
My mind is playing games,
Whose rules I can’t understand,
I need God’s guidance,
Only he can show me the light.

Coming through is not all that hard,
Moving on is a part of life,
Then how come I can’t convince myself,
To just stop and start again fresh,
Why do I keep thinking?
Thinking of the same things,
Over and over again.

All this is running in my mind,
Running like the blood in the veins,
Like the salt in the ocean,
Like the bees and the honey,
Like the scent of the flowers,
That just can’t stay apart,
Or else they’ll loose their meaning,
Their very existence and die!

Should I say I’m loosing it all?
Or maybe not,
It’s just a state of mind,
I will come of it,
Sooner or later I will,
Time will heal it all,
All I need is to come out,
I just have to say it out loud,
Need to plan it right,
Maybe I do need God’s light.

How should I say it?
Should I or shouldn’t I?
All this confusion,
All this distraction,
Everything is running through my mind,
And even then I smile,
I laugh, I have fun,
I do all the things,
Things that make me happy,
Or I jus like to believe they do.

Well I am happy,
Happy because of a lot of reasons,
Reasons I can share,
And some I choose not to,
But all said and done,
Life is pretty,
Sad stuff is there,
It’s only there because of me,
I am holding them inside,
Afraid to admit it,
Afraid to scream it out loud,
That’s maybe why I need God’s light.

I shouldn’t care if someone’s listening,
Maybe they are or maybe not?
I don’t know that,
Then how can I decide?
Assume their reactions before hand?
I should go on and live my life,
Live the way I want to,
Maybe the light is inside me,
And I am just afraid,
Too afraid to see it,
Afraid to even believe it’s there.

I should believe in it,
Miracles do happen,
They happen every time,
I just need to have faith,
Faith is above all.
Now, tell me,
Isn’t it all just a state of mind?

Come Away With Me. . .

Come be with me,
Stay with me,
And cherish what you have,
Think of what you had,
And what you can achieve,
Don’t move away,
Jus stay still,
You will see the magic,
That’s going on,
The magic itself is life.

You are drifting away,
Like the sand in the hand,
Don’t be like that,
Listen to that inner voice,
Come away with me.

Life is beautiful,
All you gotta do is open your eyes,
Open your mind,
Open your heart,
Welcome every moment as it comes,
You only got one chance,
Don’t let it slip away.

You will find what you are looking for,
You just have to look deep inside,
Search the soul,
Read between the lines,
Think what you never thought,
Give that thought a meaning,
Make it come alive.

You have the power to bring a change,
Don’t expect other to do it for you,
At every step of life,
You can do things to make a difference,
You have to bring those changes in you,
Only you can speak for yourself,
And nobody else,

And you will find your destination!!

A lifetime with me,
to be able to share each moment with me,
live with me,
Witness my life with you,
at every step,
in every moment,
For the rest of our lives that shall be,

Baby, Come away with me...

"would you" OR "wouldn't you" ??

Can you accept me
For who I am?
Would you say that I’m confused?
I wouldn’t.
Would you ever consider me greedy?
I wouldn’t.
Would you say that I’m unfaithful?
I wouldn’t.
I can be loyal and fall in love,
Just like everyone else around me.

Do I need your approval
To live my life?
To take decisions?
I really don’t think so,
Because this is something,
That I just know.
I want you to understand,
understand me and do not judge.
Please never ever think any less of me
Just because of who I choose to love.

And now,
Would you say that I’m a wonderful person?
I would.

Far and Away !!

The first time u laid eyes on me,
there was a twinkle in ur eyes,
that u just couldn’t defy.

It was I who didn’t understand,
didn’t feel the love u felt.
And now, a long time has passed by,
there is so much that has happened in-between.

But at this very point of time,
I need u tell me, tell me that u love me.
But u wouldn’t, would u??
No, no, no, no…..

That twinkle in ur eyes have lost it’s charm,
the feelings u had have far long gone,
yet I need u to say it,
jus say that u still love me,
oh! Baby, just tell me what I need to hear,
I need u to say it one more time,
just say that u love me!!!!