Agony..!!

I try n try,
But cannot be,
Is it that bad?
Well, so it seems.

I try n try,
But it jus doesn't work,
Can I be better,
Better than now?
It seems not.

Everyone is angry,
Everyone is sad,
Is it my effect?
I guess maybe yes.

I want it to change,
I want this to go,
Can there be a solution?
I guess not.

I try n try,
It makes me sad,
It doesn't work,
Although I so want it to.