Here Again!

 I am here again... 

Once again at the same crossroads, 

The same battles, more destructive

The same pain, more intense 

Emotions running wild, a hurricane here to stay.

For how long can I sustain?

For how long can I remain strong?

A neverending vicious cycle; stuck in a loop for eternity!

Nothing sticks,

Nothing stays,

For one is meant to be with themselves,

Only then you won't get hurt, won't break, won't suffer,

For you'd not hurt yourself now, will you?

Dreams won't get shattered.

Never again can this happen.

Never again will this happen.

I am here again, once again... at these same crossroads in life.

Simply Horrifying!!

She was in so much pain,

What wrong did she do?

Was it her fate?

No, I don’t think so,

This cannot be God’s will.

She was a young girl,

I believe full of life,

She wanted to have fun,

Enjoy little things that came her way,

Just like everybody else does.

But instead those monsters came along,

Ripped her apart and left her to die,

How can a person stoop so low?

Do these horrific things they do.

I feel the pain that she must have felt,

I know because I am woman too,

I wonder when the world will change,

Not soon I know, but someday I hope.

Puzzled

There is a place where I don’t want to be,

But I am sitting in the middle of this place,

Feeling all caged up, m sinking so fast,

Crying for help, someone please pull me out.

I wish that I could break free,

I am aching from within,

I can’t believe I am so fickle,

How am I ever gonna stand on my feet.

This feeling I cannot define,

Restless is how I am all the times,

Calm me down, hear me out,

Panic and chaos is what lies inside.

How do I fight the demons in me?

They make me weak,

I am not me half of the time,

I know nothing could go wrong,

But the demons are just so strong.

Time

Feeling of emptiness,
 More like loneliness,
 There is a crowd,
 But I stand alone.

Everything takes time,
 This shall to pass,
 I am giving it a try,
 Slowly everything will fall in line.

 Sitting in a corner,
 I see thousand people,
 Everyone walks by,
 But no one stops to smile.

 Time passes, oh, so slow,
 Every minute seems more or so,
 It is very difficult right now,
 But I know that I must carry on.

 ~Time passes by, for no one it stops;
So one must go on, change with time~

Is That Right....

I don't know what I want,
I could take a bus,
A train, a plane,
For wherever I think m heading,
But I don't.
I think I love what I do,
But I guess m alone,
Oh yeah! I am alone,
Not lonely, but alone.
You think you got friends,
Long list of phone book,
Millions of people on Facebook,
But do you really have any?
It is when you crash,
You know for sure,
Who is there and
Who is not,
The ones who care, and
The ones who pretend.
I really don't know what I want,
I don't know from where I've fallen,
I am just awake,
Wide awake.

Agony..!!

I try n try,
But cannot be,
Is it that bad?
Well, so it seems.

I try n try,
But it jus doesn't work,
Can I be better,
Better than now?
It seems not.

Everyone is angry,
Everyone is sad,
Is it my effect?
I guess maybe yes.

I want it to change,
I want this to go,
Can there be a solution?
I guess not.

I try n try,
It makes me sad,
It doesn't work,
Although I so want it to.

You Can.......

Wait and listen,
Listen real close,
There is music everywhere,
Pay attention a little more.

Stop and stay still,
Breathe for a while,
Appreciate once in a while,
All the things that you pass by.

Feel the happiness,
Be content with what you have,
You may loose it someday,
So, you better not crib and whine.

Be who you are,
That is what makes you special,
If you don’t act yourself,
You’ll never find your way.

Love the love in you,
And the love in others,
Love brings your soul alive,
Don’t let the devil take pride.